Monday, June 9, 2008

don't feel like blogging

217.0 (eh).

MONDAY

Not really in the mood to blog today, or the last week really. I'm kinda in a funk. Not sure why. Erik & I got in a fight last night that started over something small then got me all worked up. We're fine now, but it was emotionally draining. I've missed 3 boot camps now, after not making it this morning. I did email my instructors today though and promised to be there tomorrow. I'm not sure what's going on. I'm very slow at work, which leads to stress about my job security. I know it's not just me, but I still stress.

Anyway - hopefully I'll snap out of this shortly. I'm not loving life right now, though even in saying that I realize how selfish that is and how many blessings I have. Why is it sometimes hard to appreciate them?

1 comment:

S said...

Hey, can we trade jobs for a while? I know not having enough work is a concern, but I am so snowed under at the moment that I won't see the top of my desk for weeks! My inbox is literally overflowing today.

Oh, wait--this is about you. ;-)

I hope your funk passes and your mood improves soon. I predict boot camp will help: nothing lifts my mood like doing something positive just for me. (Except maybe volunteer work. . . but you get the idea.)

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